Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Live from eGate Starbucks


Live from eGate Starbucks, originally uploaded by KOKahKOK.

I'm having a cup of Vanila Chocolate Ice Blended @ eGate Starbucks. Thanks to ah Law for the treat. Our initial plan was @ Starbucks Borders, Queensbay right after "WANTED"with my colleagues. He changed the plan in a very last minute and asked me to go back home and he will fetch me.

Talking about my working life, I faced some unwanted problems recently. Haih....May be I am always the "luckiest" person to create the problem. I'm the problem maker instead. Phobia...phobia.... Recently, I have irrational fear of a specific thing or situation. I have no idea how to deal with it or avoid it. I admit that I'm a careless guy. But sometimes, it is quite difficult to express in the way I want. Anyway, just follow the law! Hopefully, I am able to cope with whatever challenges given to me. Trying to SMILE everyday, complete my works and back! Of course, I really need to find way to improve myself, improve my weakenesses! Or else.....I will have a hard time! It has been a long time I never "bla" here on my work. I am afraid, this post will be deleted after a few hours! I am fine now at least I shared out what is in my heart!

最近,对我而言可说是工作不顺利!问题都不约而同的找上门。 要不是技术上的问题-电脑算错,就是忽略了电邮里头另一方忘记加放另外一个人在那封重要邮件里面。我只能讲,倒霉!

这些都往往让我联想到这些不多不少也会影响到我年终的工作表现(performance review)!

有时候,我在想有没有人知道我所做的也蛮赤手!就是问题也蛮多!有没有人会体谅到? 总而言之,我也有自知之明,也得要学会“谨慎”这两个字,不要再做“白老鼠”。希望所有问题永远不要是我第一个“中招”。

顺其自然吧!要学会如何改进,如何面对。能免则免是就好。把自己的分内事给做好就好了。希望能够把我最近染上的“恐惧症”及“忧郁症”给解决掉!心情真的很不好:( 有谁了解我呢?好了,不要再写了,要不然明天你就会看到这一篇文章不见掉了!要去打小人了!哈哈!

(昨天,又看到我不因该看到的东西! 我的名竟然不在内! 有点心理不平衡:<)

5 comments:

Akira 思胜 said...

Aiyoyo, dont think too much lar... Well, we will have ups and downs in our life, just deal with them ya!!! Take care and be strong!!!

K3ViN said...

Hope u will over come ur problem soon..... Take care n remain strong ya

Edward Heah said...

I'm not sure your nature of work. Just shared wth u, to avoid miss out task. Just list down the task going to perform and cancel it whichever are finish.
Solving Problem trying to use the "Fish Boned" concept. Fr there you define clearly what is the Root Cause and solve the prob. stage by stage! hope it will help.
If you wanna to 打小人 pls log in

http://www.uasp.net/Content_7964.aspx

Hope U enjoy it.

::: 月圓月缺 ::: said...

Deer ah kok
沒看你幾天~
發生什麽事了啊?

KOKahKOK said...

akira,
thanks for leaving ur msg here! i will dun worry! just find place to bla out!

kevin
will...thanks

edward,
dats a good idea...find one day i will list out something like check list....to prevent that again! thanks for leaving ur omment here....anyway, i am ok d...just bla out whatever i feel here!

yuan,
yalo....so how r u liao pun? nothing la...small case...i will beware of thaht next time...dun worry! havent suicide yet!